Always Saved


By Charles Slagle

Does the “once saved always saved” doctrine bring security
to struggling Christians? For me, it did. For a few months after I first
embraced it, it seemed to give me a sense of security in God?s love I had
never known before. I first invited Jesus into my heart when I was six years
old. However, I had struggled with debilitating addictions that caused me
to live in chronic despair and paranoia since I was molested at age twelve.
I spent many years of wrestling and searching for healing and understanding.
Then, at age thirty-eight I came to believe in the doctrine of “Once saved
always saved.”

Wow..! What a relief, and what a discovery! Or so it
seemed. I felt that God REALLY did love me and was guarding all my tomorrows.
So for awhile I experienced a love for Him I had never known. Of course
I also discovered some measurable degrees of freedom from my bondages, which
I had never experienced. That was because?-for a season?-believing in “once
saved always saved” helped me to cease focusing on MY performance.
For awhile I could focus instead on resting and rejoicing in God?s grace.

I will admit that to embrace the doctrine of eternal
security I had to blur my eyes a bit when I fell across certain passages
of Scripture and skim quickly over them. (For example, see Col.1:21-22,
2 Pet.2:20, Rev. 3:5) However, blurring my eyes seemed a worthwhile trade
off. Why? Clinging to “once saved always saved” helped me to feel that God
(Who is called Unfailing Holy Love) was COMMITTED. At least He was committed
to a few people, and it encouraged me to think I was one of them.

I had been brought up in a tradition of harsh, legalistic
Pentecostalism. In that tradition I had been taught, in so many words, “once
saved hardly saved”. In short, I was taught, “God loves you, but unless
you find Christ in this lifetime AND remain consistently obedient, He will
send you to hell–forever!”

That legalistic ideology had become deeply entrenched
in my brain. But would you believe it had softened to a large degree over
the years? Yep. I had actually reached the place where I knew God’s grace
somehow HAD TO BE the governing factor in our relationship with Him. By
the time I had reached my late thirties I was inclined to believe it was
“next to impossible” to be lost forever if one had been born again.

Problem was, I could find NO BIBLICAL BASIS for my more
mellowed out version of “God loves you, but, bottom line, it’s up to you.”
I was caught in a quagmire of contradictions.

Have a look–

“He saved us, not by works of righteousness which we
have done, but according to His mercy…that having been justified by His
grace we should become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.” (Titus
3:5-7) And again, “But as many as received Him, to them He gave the
authority to become the children of God?who were born, not of blood, nor
of the will of the flesh, but of God.” (Jn.1:12-13) And again, “For
by grace are you saved through faith, and THAT not of yourselves, it is
the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” (Eph.2:8-9)
And again, “So then, it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs,
but of God who shows mercy. ?And if by grace, then it is no longer of works;
otherwise grace is no longer grace. But if it is of works, it is no longer
grace?” (Rom.9:16; 11:5-6)

On the other hand, THESE Scriptures would not go away?-

“Be not deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a
man sows, that will he also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the
flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit
reap everlasting life.” (Gal. 6:7-8) And again, “Therefore we must give
the more earnest heed to the things we have heard, lest we drift away. For
if the word spoken through angels proved steadfast, and every transgression
and disobedience received a just recompense of reward, how shall we escape
if we neglect so great a salvation..?” (Heb.2:1-3) And again, “?But
do you want to know, O foolish man, that faith without works is dead? …You
see then, that a man is justified by works and not by faith only.” (Jas.
2:14-26) Then again, hear our Lord?s own words, “If anyone does not
abide in Me, he is CAST OUT as a branch? into the fire? and? BURNED.”
Yet again, in a similar fig tree and branches analogy Paul warns, “?do
not be haughty, but fear! For if God did not spare the natural branches,
He may not spare you either. Therefore consider the goodness and severity
of God: on those who fell, severity; but toward you, goodness, IF YOU CONTINUE
in His goodness. Otherwise YOU ALSO will be cut off!” (Rom.11:20-22)


So at last I made a big leap of “faith” (actually,
desperation) and just CHOSE to believe that once a person has been born
again he or she is secure for ALL ETERNITY–period!

What did I do about all of the Scriptures that seemed
to contradict my position? All I could do was try to lock the “salvation
by works” passages into my mental back-files and try to keep focusing on
the “salvation by grace” ones. I never could explain that one about the
branch being cast out from the Vine and burned. In fact, I have yet to hear
ANY Calvinist offer a plausible explanation of it. There were many more
Scriptures that made my “once saved always saved” security blanket feel
like a moth eaten garment. For a few examples, check out these passages
written to CHRISTIANS: 1 Cor. 6: 9-10, Rom.2:5-16, Heb.6:4-8, 10:26-29!

However, despite all of these Scriptures that scrambled
my Calvinism, I STILL had no choice but to cling desperately to the doctrine
of “once saved always saved”. Why? If I could not trust God with my tomorrows,
I had no way of trusting Him with my todays–or even with my yesterdays.
Yet that comforting doctrine of eternal security packs one big “IF” in it
that was seldom talked about, but which all of us Calvinists believed. Over
the years that big “if” kept looming larger and larger, and here
it is–

Yes, once you are saved, you are always saved–IF–you
have been TRULY saved?

“Nevertheless, the solid foundation of God stands,
having this seal: ?The LORD knows those who are His,? and, “let everyone
who names the name of Christ DEPART from iniquity!”
(2 Tim. 2:19)

Not a comforting thought, that one. Not if you have
struggled for decades UNSUCCESSFULLY as I did with mind-binding and highly
stigmatized iniquity patterns!

Then there were two more passages that constantly tormented
me, and they were these: “Many (Jesus warns us) will say to Me in that day,
‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your
name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I will declare to them,
‘I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, you who practice lawlessness!’ (Matt.

Horrors? Apparently there will be not a few, but many,
who will THINK they belong to Christ (perhaps for most of their years on
earth!) only to find out in the end that HE has never thought so. Also,
there was that haunting passage in 2 Peter 1:5-11 that lists many virtues
we must add to our lives. Moreover, it tells us we must abound in those
virtues! Then it concludes by saying, “Therefore, brethren, be even more
diligent to make your calling and election sure, for if you do these things
you will never stumble; for so an entrance will be supplied to you abundantly
into the everlasting (aionian) kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.”

Uh oh?

Here Peter makes it clear that even if we ARE elected
and we ARE (perhaps!) once saved always saved, even so, we must make our
election–sure. But how could a basket case and miserable failure like yours
truly KNOW if I was doing ENOUGH so as to eventually prove out as being
one who had been truly elected? One who had been truly saved and born again?
How much resting in God?s grace was enough? How much was too much? How much
adding virtue to virtue was enough? How much was too little? How much obedience
to add virtue upon virtue was too much, so that it became legalism that
nullified the work of the cross? Hadn?t Paul expressed fear that he might
have labored FOR NAUGHT among the Galatians who were nullifying the cross
by legalistic self-effort? (Gal.4:11) That would mean, according to Calvinism,
that they might not have ever been truly saved. Would it not?

(In passing, I now realize that the truth is, apart
from the assurance that Christ eventually will–literally draw–ALL men
to Himself there is NO ADEQUATE BIBLICAL FOUNDATION for any coherent teaching
on resting in God?s grace. Jn. 12:23-32; Rom.11:10-16, 25-27, 32-26, 1 Cor.15:20-22,
1 Tim.4:9-11. If there is no solid hope that Christ?s salvation is literally
a free gift that has come to everyone, how can there be any solid hope for
anyone? That is if one takes his or her sinful condition?-seriously? Rom.3:11-18;

Tracking with me in all of this you can see how Calvinism’s
eternal security frayed around the edges more and more, as time wore on.
It just had no practical bearing on MY life. The time finally came when
I wound up in a psychiatric hospital because (though I believed it had to
be true for some people) once saved always saved had ceased to bring me
any comfort whatever.

The often hidden, yet huge “if” proviso had pulled the
plug on my hope. How could I possibly be certain I had truly been saved?
In my earlier days of believing “once saved hardly saved” I’d had at least
200 born again experiences. Which one was the authentic one? Given all of
the deeply entrenched sin-patterns that persisted in my life (both internally
and externally)–what stupidity, what ARROGANCE to imagine that my election
was valid!

The Lord had never given me a Damascus Road encounter
with Himself as He had done for the apostle Paul. I had never even seen
Him in a vision! Despite all efforts and prayers, I could see NO indication
that I was adding virtue upon virtue so as to make my calling and election
sure. (Calling and election to escape endless hell fire, as I then supposed.)

Further, bear in mind with me that Calvinism teaches
that our Heavenly Father whose tender mercies are over all (!?) His works
has “foreordained” from eternity past to save only a few people. Calvinism
assures us that most of His beloved (?) offspring whom He mysteriously “desires”
to save, He actually hates! (Acts 17:28, 1 Tim.2:4; Rom. 9:13) Therefore
He has chosen to consign most of earth’s innumerable human populations to
imprisonment in the grip of demonic forces and fiery agony for all eternity.
That is because God is NOT just “love.?? He is also HOLY! (To quote
many a Calvinistic preacher.) In other words, God?s holiness requires that
He foreordain that most of His own offspring (Acts 17:28) shall be UNHOLY
and miserable?-forever.

(What!? See Gen.1:26, Rev. 4:11, Tim.1:4, Eph.1:9-11;3:14,
Acts 15:14-18 )

By the way, Calvinism had caused my mind to become schizophrenic.
But can you see why? According to my doctrinal understanding, GOD was schizoid!
His holiness was a quality in His nature that was entirely different?-and
foreign?-to His love. But compare this warped ideology with what Paul says
in Eph. 4:17-32; 5:1 about putting on the new man created in “true
holiness” so that as dear children we thus can emulate our Holy Father.

Therefore, in light of all of the aforementioned truths,
so-called, how was I to know that my born again experience and all seeming
confirmations thereof were not actually demonic delusions? Again, let’s
bear in mind that God has allegedly foreordained that evil will exercise
dominion over most hearts “forever and ever.” Don?t forget that Calvinism
interprets our Lord as saying, “Many are called, but few EVER WILL
BE chosen!” Furthermore, John Calvin taught that (logically, most)
infants will burn in hell.

Think about it. If all of this is true, and if you are
a Calvinist, how can you know your experiences of God have not been satanic
deceptions? How can you be certain that there is sufficient fruit of virtue
manifesting in your life to indicate that your own salvation experience
was authentic? I know many good people who say they are not Christians,
but they have overcome many bad habits through various behavioral modification
programs. One certainly can embrace religion?-even religion that hypes Jesus
Christ?-and experience notable lifestyle improvements and still not be truly
born again. Right? So how can one know with absolute certainty that one
is in the elect? Especially, if one takes his or her own wretched sinfulness
seriously? The heart is desperately wicked, and who (but God) can know it?
(Jer.17:9) Furthermore, only a fool trusts in his own heart. (Pr. 28:26)
I know of a famous evangelical preacher (who was noted for his grace and
spiritual sensitivity) who died–cursing God! This happened only recently.

How can you know that you may not die the same way?
How can you be certain that YOU will prove out to be in the elect?

If one is a Calvinist Christian, there are only two
ways he can THINK he knows his election is valid beyond question. Some people
imagine they know because it just has not ever occurred to them to think
the issue through. Others think they know because self-righteous has blinded
them. I know some wonderful, self-sacrificing and down-to-earth people who
fall under the first category. However, I have known the other kind too.
These folks have no problem with thinking that God is forgiving and kind
toward THEMSELVES. However, they can hotly argue and furiously justify the
idea that He plans to write off most of the human race–and five minutes
later–these same “born again” Christians can be talking about
the new computer they are planning to buy!

Hmmm? These folks don?t indicate having any memory of
the warning: “Let him who thinks he stands, take heed lest he fall.”
(1 Cor.10:12)

Even Paul knew he could be disqualified. (1 Cor.9:26-27)
It isn?t everyone who says “Lord, Lord,” who will enter into the
kingdom, but those who DO the will of the Father. (Matt. 7:21) (Incidentally,
if entering into the kingdom is talking about finally being saved, or as
some put it, “going to heaven”?-then, one cannot be too careful,
can one? Don?t forget! Even those who COVET to disobey the Lord will not
inherit the Kingdom of God. 1 Cor. 6:10)

Then, the self-centered appeal of John Calvin’s grim
tidings increasingly revolted me. How was I supposed to look forward to
going to heaven? The doctrine I held to informs us that in heaven the elect
will either no longer know—or worse—they will know, but they will no
longer care about their friends and loved ones who are agonizing in a raging
hell. Many Calvinist theologians tell us that the redeemed will actually
DELIGHT in beholding the agonies of the (so-called) eternally dammed!

So why should I want to go to heaven? Why be turned
into a heartless religious zombie that worships blissfully on streets of
gold while billions of people suffer never-ending horrors that defy the
power of words to describe?

So a big part of me DID NOT WANT to be saved. That was
simply because I felt no attraction to becoming one of Calvinism’s zombiefied
saints who would supposedly inherit “pie in the sky” while most of earth?s
families would eternally fry. (What!? Gen.12:3, Rom.4:13, Gal.3:8, Eph.3:14;
1:9-11, Ps.22:27-28) I was already corrupt and selfish enough as it was.
It seemed unbearable to imagine myself becoming THAT hardened and callused.
Yet that is exactly the kind of heartless zombies Jonathan Edwards and others
have thundered that the saints are destined to become, is it not? No matter
how foolish or wicked the (so-called) “non-elect” may have been,
I shuddered to contemplate such a horror as being eternally hardened to
the agonies of other human beings?-some of my own loved ones included.

Something dawns on me, even as I write these words?
Small wonder I had become reduced to a quivering basket case! Small wonder
my personality had become a hopeless hodgepodge of contradictions! Think
about it? I wanted to be saved, (restored and healed) yet I didn?t. I wanted
to see the fruit of holiness in my life, yet I didn?t. I couldn?t! Part
of me just could not bear the thought of becoming “holy.” Why?
My Calvinistic programming. It had rendered the prospect of my being conformed
to Christ?s HOLY likeness–horrifying.

My God-given conscience was caught between the devil
and the deep blue sea. To yield to the flesh was to become a monster. To
pursue holiness was to become worse than a monster. Such is the damage that
Calvinism (when it is seriously believed!) inflicts on Christians who wrestle
with debilitating addictions. They cannot deeply contemplate the “beauty”
of the Lord?s holiness and desire it. (Ps.96:9) That is what happens when
the dark veil of Calvinism covers the eyes of our heart. That veil renders
it impossible to behold God?s true glory! The result? It becomes impossible
for us experience healing and transformation, for it is in beholding His
glory that we are changed. (2 Cor.3:18)

So I eventually found it impossible to love or admire
or worship this “God” of Calvinism?-even a little. The more I thought about
him the more I despised him. Trusting him was out of the question! How could
I trust him? Calvinism?s god-caricature (which I later discovered this dark
phantom deity to be) was NOT trustworthy. Calvinism?s god was worse?-far
worse–than the stereotypical windbag of a used car salesman we hear about.
He talked in grandiose terms of loving the “world.” Worse yet, he even called
himself “love.” He called himself “the savior of the world” out of one side
of his mouth. Then, out of the other, He declared he had never had any intention
of saving the world! He promised unconditional love and security. He assured
us that we are kept by HIS power. Then He listed all the conditions by which
we could expect His power to keep us–FROM AN ENDLESS, BURNING HELL.

So at last–

I simply found myself unable to rely on a so-called
“Heavenly Father” who was a double-talker that hated almost everyone and
loved almost no one. Nor did I desire to relate to a heavenly father that
“loved” me and had chosen to hate most other people?-including at least
some of my (now deceased) family and friends

Nope. And I still don’t. And I don’t even have to try
to relate to such a being, for he (it!) does not exist. Praise the Lord!
Overnight on April 30, 1996 the Holy Spirit filled my exhausted and religion-abused
heart with the revelation that God is Holy Love, and Holy Love means COMMITMENT.
I woke up singing the chorus from Rev. 4:11, “Thou art worthy to receive
glory, honor and power, for Thou hast created ALL things for Thy pleasure?”
Immediately, my life turned around 180 degrees. My heart began exploding
with love for my Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ. Chronic suicidal
depression disappeared. Alcoholism vanished. My marriage was healed. All
this came about because my perverted concept of who I had been taught God
to be was replaced by the reality of who He REALLY was!

Desire to follow the Lord in obedience increased one
hundred-fold. How could that be? Here is how: Our Heavenly Father is not
giving up on you or myself or on anyone else. So that REALLY gives me incentive
to hang in there and trust and obey Him. If He is not giving up, then why
should I? He has already hauled me out of the ditch countless times. Why
dive into it again, when I will only have to come out again? Walking with
My Heavenly Father, with all of its challenges, is far better than being
repeatedly hauled out of the ditch, cleaned up, stitched up and bandaged,
and then starting all over again. Whaddaythink? I am by no means perfected,
of course. But I have experienced healing that is beyond anything I ever
imagined would happen in my life.

Healing is still happening, too! It is happening because
I now know My Heavenly Father is a Restorer at heart, and He is NOT a rubbisher
of people. That deep and settled knowledge has freed me to focus on Him,
to focus on learning how to hear His still, small voice and on learning
what pleases Him. My focus is no longer fixed on whether or not I am “truly”
in the elect?-or if my loved ones are truly in the elect. Like David of
old, I now can sing of God?s judgments, and I can hope in them, too. I KNOW
His judgments are rooted in His mercy, and that His tender mercies are over
ALL of His works, and all of His works shall praise Him. (Ps.62:12; 145:9-10)
Paul is right. It is in “this” hope of universal salvation that
I definitely am being saved, restored and healed. (Rom.8:19-24)

I realize that some people have experienced powerful
healing in their personalities without having (yet) received the revelation
of the restoration of all things, spoken of by all God?s holy prophets.
But I have yet to meet any Christians who have experienced such miracles
while they were living under the constant threat and fear of God?s hopeless
abandonment to hell. I?ve spent over twenty-five years ministering in “grace-oriented”
churches that supposedly believe that most of humanity is destined for eternal
punishment. But do they ACTUALLY believe it? Nope. Not in real life and
practice, they don?t. In fact, if people come into their midst who emphasize
the subject of hell, these grace-oriented Christians label such ones as
“legalists” or “spiritual flakes.” Why is this? If there
IS an eternal hell in which most human beings are destined to perish, how
could these grace-oriented churches be so heartless as to say ALMOST NOTHING
about it? Why do they emphasize anything and everything except the most
important issue that supposedly confronts the human race? I?m convinced


Experience, talking here! Under Calvinism, how can one
maintain any semblance of a grace message?-and at the same time?-retain
a belief in endless hell? The ONLY way to do that is to emphasize the grace
and love passages of Scripture and to de-emphasize the judgment and “everlasting”
fire passages. This is what I mean by mental back-filing. Many people have
somehow learned to give mental assent to the doctrine of eternal punishment
so that they “believe” in it–but only as a point of “orthodoxy.”
When I believed in eternal punishment, the only way I ever found any measure
of peace was to mentally back-file the negatives of my belief system. At
least I TRIED to do so, as much as was possible. Problem is, I don?t have
the kind of personality that easily performs that mental gymnastic. So I
was not able to keep the data in my mental back-files from seeping through
into my front-files for very long.

Are you good at mental back-filing? If you are, and
you are a Calvinist (or even a free-willist) Christian, the following quiz
may deeply disturb you?-or even anger you. If you are NOT a good mental
back-filer, you?ll probably feel greatly relieved that you are not alone!

Before we start the quiz, first remember that the Bible
commands to “give thanks in ALL things.” In fact, this is God?s
will concerning you! (1Thess.5:18) Also bear in mind that the Bible tells
us to MEDITATE on whatever things are noble, true, just, pure, lovely, good,
virtuous, praiseworthy, and of good report. (Phil.4:7-8) That surely includes
all of the foundational truths of the good news of the gospel, does it not?
Remember too that Christ tells us that His words are “spirit (breath!)
and life.” (Jn.6:63) Bear in mind also that “the statutes of the
Lord are right, rejoicing the heart.” (Ps.19:8) Furthermore, the command
is that we are not to live by bread only, but by “every word”
that proceeds from God?s mouth. (Duet.8:3, Matt.4:4)

Now here is the quiz?

  1. Meditate on and rejoice in the truth that Christ
    loves you with all of His heart, and He laid down His life for you. At
    the same time, keep “looking unto Jesus” (Heb. 12:2) and meditate
    on and give heartfelt thanks for the truth, so-called, “as it is
    in Jesus” (?–Eph.4:21) that eternity MAY prove that you were never
    truly saved.
  2. Meditate on and rejoice in the truth that you are
    saved by grace through faith, and that (faith) is not of yourself. At
    the same time meditate on and give sincere thanks for the truth (so-called)
    that God plans (in His infinite wisdom and sterling justice) to consign
    billions of people to never-ending fiery torture. And why? He plans to
    do so BECAUSE they did not exercise the faith, which He Himself had never
    chosen to give them. (Don?t forget to give thanks that this may well include
    some of your loved ones.)
  3. Meditate on and offer highest praise for the truth
    that the statutes of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart. At the same
    time meditate on and give deepest thanks for the truth (so-called by PURE
    Calvinists) that one of His PRIMARY statutes is never-ending punishment
    for babies and children. If not for babies, it is certainly true for children
    who have reached the (so-called) “age of accountability.” (So
    our “milder” Calvinist theologians assure us even though there
    isn’t even a hint of such a doctrine in the Bible.)
  4. Meditate on the truth that millions of infants are
    being aborted and how this tragedy grieves the heart of God, and repent
    if you have been too passive as regards taking a stand on this issue.
    Give thanks for His forgiveness, and rejoice that He will enable you by
    His grace to combat this evil more effectively. At the same time bear
    in mind and give sincere thanks for the truth that God (Who is Unfailing
    Holy Love) wants most babies preserved alive so that as adults they will
    burn in agony “forever and ever.” (I know it sounds blasphemous,
    but don?t forget that Calvinism tells us that God HATES the non-elect,
    so THAT is the source of the blasphemy.)
  5. Rejoice in and meditate on the truth that, as one
    of the saints, your destiny is to judge the world. (1 Cor.6:2) At the
    same time meditate on and rejoice in the truth (so-called) that in some
    way you will probably be helping your “Good Shepherd” consign
    most of the world?s myriad of human populations to hell for all eternity.
    This may well include some of your family, neighbors and friends.
  6. Meditate on and rejoice in the truth that Christ
    came to fulfill the law and the prophets. (Matt.5:17) The law and the
    prophets are summed up in, “Whatever you would have others do to
    you, you do also to them.” (Matt.7:11-12) At the same time meditate
    on and rejoice in the (so-called) truth that Christ will fail to fulfill
    the law and the prophets. Actually, He has never intended to fulfill the
    law and the prophets! Nevertheless, He sure expects YOU to fulfill them.
    How so? Your Loving Savior has already planned to treat most of His created
    human beings as He will NOT EVER be treated?-He will consign them to be
    burned alive “forever and ever.”
  7. Meditate on the beauty of God?s holiness. Rejoice
    that you are destined to be conformed to His holy likeness. At the same
    time meditate on the (so-called) truth that your Heavenly Father?s holiness
    has caused Him to “foreordain” from eternity past that most
    of His own offspring will be UNHOLY and miserable “forever.”
  8. Meditate on and rejoice in the fact that God is Love,
    and Love never fails, and authentic love must reveal itself, not in words
    only, but in DEEDS done in truth–reality. (1 Jn.3:18; 4:16, 1 Cor.13:8)
    At the same time, meditate on and give thanks for the (so-called) truth
    that God is NOT just “Love.” He is also HOLY. So that means
    YOUR love must never fail, and YOU must do to others as you would be done
    by, and YOUR love must reveal itself in deeds done in reality. But not
    so with God! When it comes to the virtue of “love” He expects
    you to be more faithful than He is able to be (according to the “traditions
    of men.”).
  9. Meditate on and give thanks for the fact that our
    Lord?s commands are not burdensome. (1 Jn.5:3) Therefore He bids you not
    to worry about tomorrow, and He assures you that His yoke is easy and
    His burden is light and that He will give you rest for your soul. (Matt.6:34;
    11:28,29) At the same time meditate on the truth (according to Calvinism)
    that many will THINK they have come to Christ and have found rest for
    their souls. However, time will eventually prove that their turning to
    Christ was not authentic, and they had entered into a false “rest.”
    Therefore He will say to such ones, “Depart from Me! (?Forever!?,
    according to Calvinism.) I never knew you.” While you?re at it, don?t
    forget to meditate on Judas?
  10. Meditate on and rejoice in the truth that the greatest
    command is that you love the Lord with all of your heart, mind, soul and
    strength?-in other words, with TOTAL COMMITMENT. (Duet.6:5) At the same
    time bear in mind and give thanks to God with deepest gratitude for this
    so-called truth: His commitment to you is CONDITIONAL on whether or not
    you show all diligence to make your calling and election–sure. Also meditate
    deeply and give thanks for the so-called truth that He may NOT have chosen
    to save some of your dearest friends and loved ones. Not ever!

If this little quiz has deeply disturbed or angered
you, then it is quite possible you are an expert at mental back-filing.
If that is so, the way you survive spiritually and emotionally is by keeping
the all the data you have been taught to believe–compartmentalized. I?m
not at all condemning you for this. That is only the natural response of
a sensitive human conscience that cannot cope on a daily basis with all
it has been programmed to retain as “truth.” But the point is
that if you are a good back-filer, you never meditate on or give thanks
for the “austere” aspects of your belief system. Yet the Scriptures
DO command that you do so. For example, if you never meditate on and rejoice
in the beauty of the Lord?s holiness, how can you expect to see it manifested
in your own character? If you feel disturbed by this quiz, could it be because
having all of your beliefs suddenly brought forward to your mental front-files
has threatened your emotional survival system? Perhaps it has threatened
a coping device which has evolved inside you over many years. If so, that
device is what has enabled you to maintain a fair level of serenity and
“balance” in your life.

I promise, it is not my intention to cause you emotional
stress. However, I must also tell you the Lord loves you too much to leave
you in your comfort zone. (Join the club! He is constantly challenging my
comfort zones, too.) What you believe about God?-sooner or later?-WILL affect
your life and all of your relationships. I?m praying our Heavenly Father
will quickly replace that old coping device of mental back-filing with something
far better: a profound revelation of His UNFAILING AND UNCONDITIONALLY COMMITTED
LOVE. It?s time that you savor REAL serenity. Your mental back-filing mechanism
has trained you to focus away from your own needs and pain–but to an unhealthy
extreme. Yet there is an “upside” to that cruel syndrome in the
cases of many people. Our Heavenly Father shapes all of us in various furnaces
of affliction, doesn?t He? So by now you may well have become and excellent
organizer and nurturer and caregiver. I believe you?ll be amazed by how
much more strength and stamina you?ll have in your ministry in days to come,
the more open your heart to embrace the fullness of your Heavenly Father?s

If this quiz has not deeply disturbed or angered you,
that is probably because you are NOT a very good mental back-filer. You
could well be laughing and saying, to yourself, “Wow! I didn?t know
there were others who have struggled as I have.” Yep. Join the club!
You have been cursed/blessed (?) with a mind that simply DOES NOT KNOW HOW
to “believe” in something while not actually believing it. Your
personality is such that you cannot help constantly mulling over and living
out ALL that you believe on a fairly regular basis. Or at least, you try
to live it all out. Oops! That means that as a Christian you probably oscillate
back and forth between total paganism and harsh religious legalism. (At
least inside of yourself you do.) I?m praying that God will reveal His UNFAILING
AND UNCONDITIONALLY COMMITTED love to you, if He has not already. It?s time
that you savor serenity without having to be asleep, drunk, or knocked out
cold to do it! Meditate deeply on Matt.11:27-30 and John 6:37-39; 12:23-32,47,
Psalm 22 and Eph.1:9-11 and enter into?-rest! The Father has delivered “all
things” (all creation) into your Good Shepherd?s hands, and YOU have
not been excluded.

My prayer is that God will stir up an even greater passion
and thirst for truth in all who read this message. Our Lord has promised,
“You SHALL know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”
(Jn 8:32,36) I can?t think of any greater freedom than that which comes
from knowing the heart of our wonderful God, and as a result, loving Him
with all of our MIND?-as well as with all of our heart, soul and strength.

Finally, before closing out?

I do believe God calls out an elect people. However,
He doesn?t elect them so they can be a silly and exclusive “Us Four
and No More Going to Heaven Club.” He does not call them out so they
alone will be eternally blessed and all others will be trashed and burned
forever. No, our Good Father has called out a holy nation, a royal priesthood
people for a far higher purpose than that. He has called them to help fulfill
the role of the firstborn kinsman redeemer son we read about in Gen. 27:28-29,
38, Duet. 21:17; 19:4-12, 25:5-10, Numbers 3, and all that is taught in
the book of Ruth.

Heb. 12:23 tells us of “the general assembly of
the firstborn whose names are written in Heaven.” And we read in Col.
1:15-18 that Christ is not only called “the Firstborn from among the
dead.” He is called the “Firstborn of every creature.” What
does all of this mean? In Old Testament times the firstborn son of a Hebrew
family was to–

  1. receive his father?s blessing and be given supremacy
    (authority) over his other brothers and sisters.
  2. receive a double portion of his father?s inheritance.
  3. serve the rest of the family as their “domestic

These are the wonderful privileges of the firstborn
son. But what are his responsibilities, which sadly, much of today?s church
of the firstborn has forgotten?

Here they are?

  1. The firstborn son was to redeem a lost inheritance
    within the family. (Meditate on all this involves!)
  2. The firstborn son was to redeem a poor brother who
    would otherwise be sold into slavery?-asking NO questions! (That means
    that no judgment or even any implied criticisms are allowed!)
  3. The firstborn son was to raise up seed to a brother
    who had died without a male child. (Today that would mean providing healing
    care to those in the world who are widowed and orphaned–nurturing them–so
    they, in turn, will bear spiritual children.)
  4. The firstborn son was to avenge the blood of a brother
    who had been murdered. (That is what Christ did when He destroyed Satan’s
    death-trap and raised us all back to life through His death and resurrection.
    He facilitates the actualization of this by the intercessions of the “church
    of the firstborn”-?the body of Christ. (1 Tim.2:1-6, 2 Tim.1:10,

So again, let?s remember that Christ, God?s Eternal
Son, is called the Firstborn of “every creature.” It is with that
premise in mind that Paul outlines the good news in Col.1:15 that God is
reconciling ALL to Himself through our Lord?s cross. Then Paul warns us
in verses twenty-two and three not to be removed from the HOPE of that good
news. Is it possible to be removed from the hope of the good news that God
is reconciling ALL CREATION to Himself? Absolutely! If we listen to those
who say God only plans to help those who help themselves?-or only an elect
few?-paranoia and despair will dog our tracks. That will cause us to revert
to hoping in OURSELVES to fulfill “touch not, taste not, handle not”
to accomplish our own salvation.

We dare not get on that religious treadmill. If we do,
it will kill us! That is because when we?re huffing and puffing on that
treadmill our hope is no longer rooted in what God has accomplished through
His Firstborn Kinsman Redeemer Son. Our hope is in OUR will power, which
is bound to fail us. As long as we seek to appear holy and blameless in
our own sight (or that of brownie-point religion promoters) we deny our
Good Father the joy of presenting us as pure and blameless before HIMSELF.

Now think about it? Christ is the Kinsman Redeemer Elder
Brother that our Father has sent to redeem us all from Satan’s captivity.
That captivity is the result of his illusions and deceptions. However, our
Elder Brother has come to destroy the lying works that have alienated us
from God. (Col.1:21, 1 Jn.3:8) So what does our Lord tell us when He arrives
on earth? He tells us He has come to seek and to save “that” (not
merely some of that) which was lost. He assures us that His Father has given
Him “all things” and that He will lose nothing of all His Father
has given Him. (Matt.11:27; Jn.3:35, 6:37,39, 17:2)

Therefore He tells us His purpose in coming is to save
the WORLD. (Jn. 12:47)

Furthermore He declares that He will take away the strong
man?s (Satan’s) armor and will CONFISCATE his booty. (Lk.11:21-22) That
is because our Elder Brother Kinsman Redeemer has come to set the captives
free in fulfillment of Isa. 61. He is a “Covenant to THE Gentiles”
(all of the spiritually unenlightened) according to Isa. 42. See also Lk.
1:78-79; 2:10-11,32; 3:5-6.

Hmmm? Have only the elect AMONG the Gentiles been held
captive by Satan? If so, that would lead to the absurd conclusion that the
rest of the human race is already righteous, would it not? What total nonsense!
All have sinned! Christ is God?s covenant with ALL of earth?s families.
Wow?-that is indeed a sure anchor for our soul, isn?t it? (Rom.3:23; 4:13;
11:32; 15:4-13, Gal.3:8, Heb.6:13-20)

However, God does have a good purpose for choosing an
elect people.

Bear in mind that the nation of Israel was originally
elected and called out to be the Lord?s firstborn son company of co-laborers.
(Ex. 4:22) Although as a whole, they have rejected Jesus Christ, they WILL
eventually fulfill their call according to Romans 11.

Our Lord came 2,000 years ago to “His own”,
the “lost sheep of the house of Israel”. (Matt.15:24) He came
to call them to repentance. Israel had grown corrupt, worldlier than the
world. God?s holy nation had become salt that had lost its savor, to say
nothing of its preserving power. They were not shining as Heaven?s “light
set on a hill” to guide a lost world home to the Father of us all.
As a nation (not necessarily as individuals) they were anything BUT the
“joy of the whole earth,” (Ps.48) Even when Israel?s promised
Messiah came among them, working mind-boggling signs and miracles, they
(most of them) did not receive Him. However, to as many as did receive Him,
He gave them the authority to become the sons of God. (Jn.1:11-12)

But what kind of sons is being talked about? The word
“authority” is a key to understanding here. The Bible demonstrates
that God is now electing FIRST-born sons. These will co-labor with THE Firstborn
Son, Christ, as His “body” though which He eventually will fill
all in all. Everything in everyone in all creation. Listen to what the Lord
says to His earliest firstborn co-heirs: “?You shall receive AUTHORITY
when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses?unto
the ENDS OF THE EARTH.” (Acts 1:8)

Do you remember God?s call, “Look to Me all you
ends of the earth and be saved!”? (Isa. 45:22) THAT is why God calls
out an elect people. They are called out as Christ?s co-laborers in His
world harvest field. Through their labors of love and intercessions, eventually
they are to FACILITATE the desired world-wide response to God?s call, “Look
to Me all you ends of the earth and be saved!” (I Tim.2:1-6) For “to
the Lord who hears prayer all flesh shall come.” (Ps.65:2) So Christ
teaches us to pray to our Father, “?Thy will be done in earth, just
as it is in Heaven.” (Matt.6:10)

Hear God speaking again to His elect in Isa. 49: 6?
“I will give you as a light to the Gentiles, that you should be My
SALVATION to the ENDS OF THE EARTH.” There is that “ends of the earth”
phrase yet again!

Once more, that is because God has issued the call,
“Look to Me all you ends of the earth and be saved!” That call
cannot be revoked. (Rom.11:29, 32) Therefore, He has promised that every
knee shall bow and every tongue shall swear to Him an oath of allegiance.
All shall say, “Surely in the Lord, I have righteousness and strength!”
(Isa.45:23-24) We see again in the New Testament that every knee shall bow
and every tongue shall confess (The Greek says, “give thanks”!)
that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. (Phil 2:5-11)

Do you remember Paul tells us that no one can confess
Jesus as Lord apart from the Holy Spirit? (1 Cor.12:3) So this will NOT
be a forced bowing and giving thanks as many theologians would have us to
believe. God forbid! Our Heavenly Father is seeking TRUE worshippers! The
Lord lets us know in no uncertain terms that our Father of all compassion
is NOT glorified with mere lip service that is rendered while hearts are
far removed from Him. (Jn.4:23, Matt.15:8 See also Ps.66, 67)

So God has called out His firstborn sons and daughters
to continue Christ?s work in the world. The Lord told His first called out
co-heirs, “As My Father has sent Me, so I also send you.” Further,
He told them to teach others all the things He had taught them. (Jn. 20:21;
Matt.28:20) Then we read in 1 Jn.4:17 of Christ and our calling to co-labor
with Him, “?as He is, so are we in this world.” God has called
out a body of co-world-liberators, and these elected co-heirs have been
called “according to His purpose”. (Jn.14:12, Rom.8:28)

Let?s look a bit further into the purpose for which
we have been called out.

Paul tells us God has blessed us with every spiritual
blessing and has set us in heavenly places with Christ. He has granted us
redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, and by His grace,
He has lavished us (the church of the firstborn) with all wisdom and prudence.
(1 Cor.2:16, Col.2:2-3) Furthermore, God has made known to us the mystery
of His will. This is in accordance with his good pleasure, which He PURPOSED
in Himself.

What is God?s good pleasure which He has purposed?

He has purposed that in the dispensation of the fullness
of the times He will gather into unity ALL THINGS (All creation-?Rev.4:11)
in Christ. Will God perform all of His purpose and accomplish all of His
good pleasure and desire?

(See Isa.14:24; 46:10-11; 55:11 for starters. Don?t
forget Eph. 1:11.)

Read all of Eph.1 and you will see clearly that the
elect have been called out as Christ?s (extended) body so that He may FILL
“all things.” He lived, died and rose again to fill all creation–to
become Lord of both the dead and the living! (Eph.4:10; Rom.14:9; Jn.12:23-32)
In fact, Paul tells us that the called out body of Christ is the fullness
of him that fills all in ALL. (Eph.1:22-23)

So we are not the only born of God?s people. Christ,
Who is the Firstborn of EVERY creature is the Lamb of God Who takes away
the sin of the WORLD. He will save HIS people from their sins by putting
away sin! In fact, He has already done that by the sacrifice of Himself.
(Matt.1:21, Lk.2:11, 2Cor.5:14-21, Heb.9:26, Isa.25:8; 52:10, Rev.5:13,
Ps.24:1) “Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ALL THE EARTH?for we are
His people, the sheep of His pasture?” (Ps.100)

So I repeat–we are not the only born of Our Lord?s
reborn and new creation. We are the FIRST-born. We are also a “kind
of firstfruits” of His creation, according to James 1:18. Moreover,
in accordance with all the teaching of the Old Testament on the subject,
Paul assures us that “if the firstfruit is holy, so is the lump.”
(Rom.11:16) That is because we have been given AUTHORITY to become God?s
firstborn sons to co-labor with Christ to bring about the restoration of
ALL THINGS. Our Heavenly Father has promised that all of earth?s families
will be blessed?-IN Christ. Verse twenty six of Acts 3 says that God has
“raised up His Servant Jesus Christ to BLESS you, in turning EVERY
ONE OF YOU AWAY FROM YOUR SINS.” (Gen.12:3, Acts 3:21-26, Gal.3:8)

The nature of the blessing? It is being turned from
sin. Hence all of earth?s families will remember and turn to the Lord and
worship Him. (Ps.22:22) Don?t forget that the Greek language says “every
family” in heaven and earth–and thus, all the pagan world?-is named
after our Heavenly Father. (Eph.3:14) We are ALL His offspring. (Acts 17:28,
Gen. 1:26) Furthermore, Christ has tasted death for EVERYONE and will inherit
us all, for all was made by our Firstborn Kinsman Redeemer, and ALL was
made FOR Him. So His name will be great among the heathen and in “every
place” incense shall be offered in His Name. His kingdom shall be great
(here comes that phrase again) “to the ends of the earth.” (Heb.2:8-10;
1:2, Col.1:15-20, Mal.1:11, Zech.9:10)

Therefore, God is now electing and “calling out
a people for His name” from both Jews and Gentiles?-so that-?they will
become His healing agents to the rest of the world.

Listen to James talking at the first general church
council in Jerusalem: “Simon (Peter) has declared how God at the first
visited the Gentiles to take out of them a people for his Name. And with
this the words of the prophets agree, just as it is written: “After
this I will return and will rebuild the tabernacle of David, which has fallen
down. I will rebuild its ruins, and I will set it up so that THE REST OF
MANKIND may seek (inquire of) the Lord, even ALL THE GENTILES who are called
by My Name, says the Lord who does all these things.?” (Rom.11:5; Acts
15:14-17; Amos 9:11-12)

Again, bear in mind that “every family” in
heaven and earth is named after our Heavenly Father. (Eph.3:14)

So Paul tells us in Col.1:15 that the church is “the
beginning”–so that–in ALL THINGS (all creation) Christ may have the
supremacy! The church is a “royal priesthood” and a “holy
nation”, called out for His Name. That is, this holy priesthood is
called out to reveal the excellencies of God?s NATURE to a world, filled
with His lost children who grope in spiritual darkness. (I Pet.2:9) The
Firstborns? names are now WRITTEN in Heaven, yes. But that does NOT mean
God?s elect priesthood people have been called to “go to heaven”
to the everlasting exclusion of billions of their latter born brothers and

Christ?s co-restorers have NOT been called out to enjoy
non-stop celestial worship services while watching their Father of tender
mercies torch and trash all of His latter born children whom Satan has taken
captive to do his will. Isn?t that wonderful to know? Christ is a COVENANT?-He
is Unfailing Holy Love?s Solemn Promise?-to confiscate the evil one?s booty
and set the prisoners free. Praise the Lord! (2 Tim.2:26, Isa.42, Lk.4:16-19;

Are you aware that there are only two reasons why Christ
would come and die on the cross, and yet most people would perish forever?
Here they are?

  1. God loves only an exclusive few of His offspring
    and hates all the rest. Therefore He WILL NOT save the world. (Calvinism)
  2. God loves all of His offspring and has sent His Son
    to die on the cross to save them. Yet He has known all along that He CANNOT
    save the world. He can only save those who are lucky enough to hear of
    Christ in this lifetime. Even among those He can save only a few: those
    who are sufficiently clever and diligent to make timely and wise choices
    before they die. In other words?-those who are lucky and astute enough
    to perform correctly, for “God helps only those who help themselves.”

The only thing that could make any of us imagine God
loves us more than He loves most other people is?-pride. Pride is the only
thing that could cause us to imagine we can (and will!) perform better than
most of the human race. Don?t you agree? However, if we don?t understand
that Christ will literally draw all mankind to Himself, here are the options?-

  1. We can embrace Calvinism?s glad tidings: You can
    count on God, IF you can be certain you are part of an elect few.
  2. We can embrace the glad tidings of free-willism:
    You can count on God, IF He can count on you.


Can you see how pride lurks at the root of both belief
systems? One system demands certainty that God loves us more than He loves
most people. So it appeals to our fleshly tendency toward pride of exclusivity.
The other system demands certainty (or at least a strong hope) in ourselves.
So it appeals to our fleshly tendency toward pride of performance.

There just is no getting around it. To adopt either
paradigm is to elevate one?s self over the majority of the human race. (Don?t
forget that traditional theology teaches that only a few EVER WILL find
the narrow way. Thus, Calvinism and free-willism confuse Christ?s call to
self-denying discipleship in this church era with His ultimate plan of salvation
in the ages to come.)

Wonder what spirit fostered these dark ideologies in
the name of “Jesus”? Antichrist is his name. The only way that
Christians who embrace these ideologies can survive morally, emotionally,
and spiritually is to mentally back-file the horrors of their belief system
and try to focus on grace and love.

God so loved the world? Beautiful words, aren?t they?
We Christians are no better, and we are no wiser than all our latterborn
brothers and sisters. We just happened to be born?-first. Before God Himself
“brought us forth by His Word of Truth” we also were by nature,
“children of wrath”, just as the others. It was God who is rich
in mercy that made us alive in Christ. It is His unrelenting kindness and
enabling grace that has fostered and nurtured our faith, not we ourselves.
(Eph.2:1-9) If He had not made Himself believable to us, we would still
be living in unbelief and darkness. Love Himself CAUSED us to trust Him.
Our faith now FUNCTIONS by Love. Any parent knows that trust must be EARNED.
The only reason any of us have faith in our Heavenly Father today is because–


That is the ONLY reason. (Gal.5:6)

I read a book by J.B. Phillips, “Ring of Truth”,
and it blessed me?-bigtime. The author said his research revealed something
awe-inspiring about the phrase, “fear and trembling.” He pointed
out that the Corinthian believers received, Titus, Paul?s young apprentice
with “fear and trembling.” (2 Cor.7:15) Through his research J.B.
Phillips discovered that “fear and trembling” has been much misunderstood.

Are you ready? Brace yourself?

In the first century Greek language that austere sounding
phrase, “fear and trembling” actually meant EXHUBERANT JOY.


With that in mind, lets have a look at Phil.2:5-13-?

“Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ
Jesus, Who being in the form of God did not consider it robbery to be equal
with God, but made Himself a Servant. And coming in the likeness of men,
and being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient
to the point of death, even the death of the cross. THEREFORE God has highly
exalted Him and given Him a Name which is above every name, that at (the
Greek says, ?in?) the Name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven,
and of those on earth, and of those under the earth, and that every tongue
should confess that Christ Jesus is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence
only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with EXHUBERANT
JOY. (And why?) BECAUSE if is God Who works in YOU both to will and to do
for His good pleasure.” (My emphasis, parenthetical question, etc.,

Seen with exuberant joy, that passage is awesome, huh?

Our calling as Christians is not to threaten the world-weary
with endless hell-fire because of their unbelief. We are NOT called to tell
our latterborn brothers and sisters by word or by IMPLICATION, “I?m
elected to be saved, but I?m not so sure about you!” No, no, a thousand
times?-no. That mindset is what provoked the indignation of our Lord with
the “elect” of first century Israel: “God I thank you that
I am not as other men?” Ponder prayerfully Luke 18:9-14. We have NOT
been elected to abuse or to scorn a pain wracked world. Our calling is to
live so richly in our Heavenly Father?s nurture and Presence that our lives
of self-giving love MAKE HIM BELIEVABLE.

Our commission is to put on the mind of Christ, the
humility of a guileless, self-emptying, self-giving servant. We are to love
our neighbors, both friends and foes, as we love ourselves. We who have
been privileged (by no merit of our own) to act as firstborn priests in
our Good Father’s household must ALSO remember our responsibilities. In
all things we are called to adopt the same mindset as that of our Elder
Brother, Jesus Christ–especially when it comes to loving our lost brothers
and sisters. What is our Lord?s mindset? “He will not fail or become
discouraged until He has established justice (salvation!) in the EARTH.”
(Not in bits of the earth! Isa.42)

We CAN adopt that mindset when we know beyond all question
that our Savior is committed to us. We can do it with exuberant joy! That
is because we know God is working His good pleasure and grand purpose for
TOTAL UNIVERSAL VICTORY in and though us. That is how “all things”
are working together for our good! (Rom.8:28) What could be for our highest
good?-and honor!–other than to be Christ?s healing hands extended until
ALL CREATION adores Him?

Tragedy that it would be, even if we fail to make our
calling and election sure, (to reign with Christ as world-reconcilers) God?s
word gives us assurance that our Good Shepherd and Elder Brother will restore
us again in due season, just as He restored Peter who denied Him. He is
no respecter of persons! So He will restore us just as faithfully as He
will restore Israel, which has VEHEMENTLY denied Him for twenty centuries.
For He works ALL THINGS after the counsel of His will. (Jer.50:5, Rom.11:26-29,
Ezk.37, Eph.1:11, Dan.4:34-35 Note what this amazing promise says of Judas:

Heavenly Father, I love You. I am overcome with joy
when I think of your pure and holy heart. I ask that You will cause all
who read this message to know and EXPERIENCE the length, the width, the
height and the depth of Your love as they never have known it before. I
pray You will comfort every sorrowful and discouraged heart. Heal those
who have been wounded by harsh religious traditions that subvert Your character
and erode hope. Break through to your called out co-heirs–all around the
world–with a life-changing revelation of Your heart and good purpose. Illuminate
our lives with the radiance of Your Light. Light up our lives, dear Father!
Cause us to shine as lights of Your true glory. Cause us to be the firstborn
co-heirs and–co-world-restorers?-with Christ that You have called us to
be. May Your kingdom come and Your will be done IN EARTH just as it is done
in Heaven. In the Name of our Strong Deliverer, Jesus Christ. Amen.